依然是非常重要的話—我生存不可沒有你

前天買了花,然後送花,誰不知香港的中學到今天依然是用隔離的方法去「對付外人」,似乎任何 中學都承繼了中國的內外有別文化。外面=壞,內面=好,以同一年齡來算比我還聰明的人,怎麼會選了如此的一間「介備深嚴」的中學來讀?在互聯網無孔不入的 時代,基督教去管教「學生」的方法,依然是走不出舊式保守思想的死胡同。或者真的該問一問校長,我送花給一名中七的女生如何可以在消費感情的時代背景下如 何腐敗其他學生?他的心理學理據在哪兒,有什麼研究支持?有沒有想到如此銷國式管治對中學生的壞影響?在外國,朋友之間也可以送花,收花不一定要在床上 見,如此的思維邏緝,到底我是在太平天國還是香港?
結果今天我買的是玫瑰花,和前天買的花躺在我家,和我的一樣等死。當然是等死,沒有希望的人生,在沒有未來的都市,由沒有未來的國家統治,這是任何頭腦清 醒的人都可以想到的。我的性格不是妥協型,不過據說學校再發現我的話會記你的缺點。我會以為,愛到迷頭迷腦的時侯,還理如此荒謬的操行來乾什麼?你不是真 的以為以品學兼優,升上大學會有前途?你不是沒有修經濟的,知不知道供求定律?再者,你為了小小的操行而不理制度背後的合理性,你又如何稱自己為無神論 者?不再想了,否則我又打算變掛放棄你。
我想我不可以天天以如此的方式去想念你,因為如此一來,我不單生活有問題,快要連生存都有問題,收不到你的回應,飯不下嚥,吃不甘味。可能戀愛是保持身裁 苗條的一好方法,昨天吃不下,前天又吃不下,今天連煮都免了。我是如此情緒化的人,今天的工作量是零,寫給你的信是例外。我慢慢明白為什麼你是如此喜歡 「和稀泥」愛情,既不甜也不苦,最重要是可以學業如常,生活如常,一切沉悶、無聊、反智如常;因為你怕受傷害,你不會想知道什麼是最好的食物都沒有味道, 甚至連餓飽都忘了的感覺。但沒有極悲,又如何有極樂呢?人要經歷極悲、極樂才可以算是完整的人,才可以成長,有我在你身旁,集我們兩位天才之力有什麼事是 撐不來?如果你怕極悲、極樂,則你一生最好都不要談戀愛,你的冒險精神又去哪兒呢?你是對自己沒有信心,還是對我沒有信心?
我的真心話,愛上你而又得你的心令我很痛苦,但比起沒有愛情,不知方向的空虛,還是可以接受。還是老一句,你愛我一分,我愛你十分,你對我忠心,我比你更 忠心,你背叛我,我必以千部來報複。我不怕發動一場世界大戰來得到你,就算是核子彈把我炸到灰飛煙消,我的心沒有一刻會離開你。世上只有你最配我,亦只有 我最配你。
還再想什麼: 有花須折直須折,莫待無花無折技!

在你中迷失,再在你中找回自己的人

The feeling I had when I shake your hand

Shall I call you the dearest person whom I want to give the prefix Ms. C,

The day before yesterday I am standing outside the school you studied, eager to give you flower which I never gave any female before. I have already evaluated all possible consequence, include which you would outright reject me and throw the flower in the rubbish bin, then surely it is an relieve to me for this seeming non-reproached ‘love affair’ for 10 months. 10 months, what kind of man am I that can endure 10 months of your indifference toward me, and what is the motivation that propel me for that long period of time?

Now, it would be very old-fashion to said that is because of your unusual beauty, extraordinary intelligence, vast knowledge in Philosophy and Psychology, and Devil’s body that could drive any man crazy. Although in Psychology of Love, one or any combinations of above four factor could made any man infatuate with you so much he delude himself that you are the one, while at the same time deny the logic to be applied to other attractive females. However, none of above applied to me in this case, which is why I am writing this to you.  In terms of my ‘Choice Theory of Love’, I think choice of love object merely as a conscious decision later with many unconscious attempts for justification. Forgive my poor expressive power, what I embedded in the theory is that it only describe the love process between layman and laywoman, that is to be distinguish from my idea of True Love.

For me, it is necessary for the True Love to have the quality of uniqueness and exclusiveness that can not be established/defended by logic, which is a feeling only hearts with organismic trust can comprehend. That is the shocking feeling I have when I shake your hand, which can never be explain by logic, reason, neurology of sexual arousal and psychoanalysis. I am a mature enough man to distinguish between the feeling of sexual arousal, excitement and infatuation; yet that is a feeling that is simply indescribable by any means of words. It satisfy the uniqueness and exclusiveness criteria that you as my ‘a prior’. I dated several times before, but however intimate we got, it is never as so strong, intense and shocking as the feeling of shaking your to me. To me, it is like the feeling of ‘Being one with Universe’, ‘Atonement’ or the peak of male orgasm; which the only comparable experience I had before is when I meditate in 16 which resulted in my ‘End of the World’ prophecy. It is the second time in my life, I thereby immediately know for certain that you are my Princess Right.

What a shame on me to wait until this day to reveal that to you. Right at the moment I am in contact with your hand and look you in the eye, I literally shocked out of my conscious. If memory serves you, you must remember that dazing look on my face, silence and my unusually inarticulate speech to you. I call tell you never in my life my tongue is so tangled like that in front of a female, whether that person is my girlfriend or not. That is very unnatural to me. I dig into myself hard for reasons which I can never found, none of the physiological or neurological or psychological reaction from me that can happen just like lightening. Remember I never have any idea of who you are before, it is simply impossible for me to rationalize what happen.

All I could remember is, at the exact moment that happen. It is like a lightening strike into my mind. I could only remember images, visions and thoughts rushing into my unconscious mind like tremble. It is literally so much that my conscious mind can not handle and shut itself off. So I get the vague sense that I am in a dream-like state, and see the world like it was through glass, and I literally lost my soul. The sense of time is completely distorted, there appears to be two parallel time sequences going on: One in line with the physical time, another is running at extremely slow. My conscious is blurred, is that what people call Transcendence or Oneness with Universal Mind?

Then it just getting curiously strange, as soon as I try to recollect the whole experience I forgot them all, it is like my unconscious mind is actively blocking me from analyze any of it. Imagine my state of puzzlement in whole day, so I am distracted from the slogan of demonstration and all that, I simply can’t take my mind of that feeling even until now. From the limited evidences I collected, my conclusion is that my unconscious somehow ‘recognize’ you and take immediate action to shadow my memory of it. So later I even have difficulties in recognizing your face. My unconscious mind later repress this memory and downplay its importance to me on my relationship with you. So, forgive me, there was a moment in time I think astrology, numerology, Chinese astrology is the just the trick to get me to be in bed with you. I don’t know what really behind my unceasing effort of writing over 200 emails to you in a month before you reject me, with the later emails which contain more than thirty thousand Chinese character, which is 90% of all Chinese I ever written. It consume me over 200 hours of effort and countless lost of sleep. I am really amaze that the level of self-deception that my mind can afford.

Likewise, I think it is illogical that you don’t share at least a bit of my feeling when we shake hands. So your rejection of me after 1 month become the target of my wrath, since I think your unconscious is also playing tricks on you. You may just suppress this raw, primitive and feeling from the deepest recess of your mind like me, or you are so much fond of playing psychological games with other that you get lost in your own mind. When I look at the photos in your blog, I immediately get the sense of you being ‘Lost, Lack of Direction in Life’. Let me be the one who save your soul, who give your new direction and meaning in life, who make your life a walk in the heaven.

I never said such thing to any other female and I will never do so in the future. That is my promise and my swear. I recognize from the earliest day that we are two of a kind, just that you love the feeling of being lost in love affairs. You intentionally or unconsciously deny yourself the distinction between sexual arousal, psychological effect elicited by well organized situation and symbolism; and the Reckoning of Soul. My soul am deeply hurt by your careless words, and live only by the Hopes steaming from the Love of you. Please let our soul joined together in everlasting union.

My confidence in you that it is not as unsubstantiated as my hope for your love, because I belief once we joined hands, you simply can’t deny the feeling come directly from your soul. So you can never resist me. Our union would mean the completion of the sequence of destruction of this sick old world, and the forces from our bond can build the Heaven on Earth for all human being. All that begin with meeting of you in 7.1. demonstration, and end with your wise decision to join me. Do you want to bet on this? You got nothing to lost, I am willing to bet my whole life and everything on you. Would you like to find out the validity of my hypothesis?

I feel sad for you when you habitually trivialize the great phenomena of love as a merely a combination of the four factors in psychology, or a delusion afforded by our DNA for the sake of propagation of human animal through neurological mechanism. Thus you are self-deceiving and comprise your intellectual integrity by giving the uniqueness and exclusiveness to where it’s not due. Deep in your mind, you recognize every male that you are interested are similar to other males working hard to impress you, you just deny yourself this knowledge. I am the solution to this dilemma you created. Love base itself not in logic and rationality but gut feeling. Can you still feel your heart? Can you remember all of your feeling toward me right at the moment we meet?

In strict accordance to my own principles, I never said the same word twice. You can keep this in anyway, anywhere in any form you desired. This is the written proof of love from me, and I waive all my right to any change of terms.

The one whom lost his soul for you,
then waiting for you to give him back
Someone who love to call your soulmate

非常重要的說話—握你手的感覺

(想不到最近連情信都寫錯!)

前天除了想送花給你,算是一種了斷,如果你當時當面拒絕我,我會傷心但會如釋重擔,10個月的擔子真的很痛。我想告訴您,是什麼原因可以撐我達十個月之久,想喜歡心理學一定有興趣知。

不是最老土的你有什麼不平凡的長相、過人的聰明、相當豐厚的心理學知識,又或者身材令人想入非非。一切單獨條件和組合對一般人都可以是十足的理由,就算他們對另一位異位有同樣的感覺,都會當前一位的感覺是唯一的。這是我提及的愛情決擇理論,意識事後為事前的決定找過漂亮的理由。我的用意是說,這只是凡夫俗子的愛情,沒有什麼深奧的唯一性及大智慧在內。你給我的是一剎那觸電的感覺,一種我在與異性握手以致拖手時都未曾有過的感覺,對我來說是非常非常的震撼,說出來真羞家,我的潛意識一直壓抑了「我被這種感覺所迷」的全部記憶,我真的以為是紫微斗數的論據、星座、時辰八字、數字學、姓名學以致心理分析可以證明我們是天生一對。但我一直忘記了,這些只可以在事後證明是否合拍,將來的發展會如何,但沒有一個以至全部可以提供一個先驗的理由,提供不可以用邏緝分析推出來或排斥的唯一性。有一段時間,我也以為你只是我衆多的心理遊戲對象之一,我以為自己和一般凡夫俗子一樣,都是利用這些客觀的數字來堆磡和你上床的理由。沒讀心理學的人不會明白我在說什麼,一來是遺忘,二來更高超的手段是使我不覺這段經歷當成平凡的事。

如此平凡的事,如此震撼的感覺,只發生了兩次,上一次是在我打座時看到的「世界未日」預言期間。如果你有一點印象,你會留意到我在握你手前後的反應是相當呆滯,而口齒亦相當不流利。我當時亦很納悶,就算是即時對你有好感,因而產生怕羞的感覺,亦沒有可能有這樣的快,和如此的入心入肺。我當時只覺得好像是打開了某一扇的心門,有大量不同的影像和思想湧進來,一時間我的意識完全不懂如何處理,而我又有仿如身在夢中的感覺,有點像三魂唔見了七魄,最奇怪的是時間有一點被歪曲了的感覺,忽然有兩種時間並行,一種快一種慢,一方面看到外面的世界好像有點模糊及不清楚,另一方面又是正常的意識。如果你有再留意一下我,你會發覺我似乎一直在發呆,因為我想捕捉這一閃即逝,非常模糊但奇怪的感覺,有點像transcendence 或 oneness with the universe,難聽一點是性愛最高峰的感覺(但在生理上不覺有任何性興奮,亦不可能如此的快)。奇怪的事,就只是和你握完手剎那間,我又似乎完全遺忘了這種感覺,我記性不至於是如此的差,居然不到十秒鐘便忘記之前的感覺?

這種感覺,不單是和其他異性握手時沒有,就是拍拖時手拖手亦沒有,我的潛意識因此認定你一定就是具唯一性的這個人,而意識後來做的事,其實是為潛意識的動機找籍口。我亦因此認定,你在收了我一個月共二百多封電郵後再拒絕我是你有心隱瞞事實,是你有心逃避自己最心底、最原始、最真實的感覺。不可能我感受到震撼,而你竟然一點反應都沒有,你欺騙自己同時在嚴重傷害我,我不知你又和自己在玩什麼心理遊戲,最後受傷的一定是你自己。如果不是這種感覺,世上再沒有人可以令我寫二百多封電郵共三萬多字,用了二百小時以上,然後被你拒絕後不知再寫了幾多封,我想寫給你的中文字(別忘記我打中文是很慢的)是我的一生人的90%,竭而不捨地寫了八個月?如此的投入全因這種「失億」感覺令我100%認定,我們的緣份是天註定,再不會有任何的人可以如此的震撼我的靈魂。

我從來未曾和任何異性說過雷同的話,一字一句,直接出自真心。我以為你有和我同質的靈魂,只是你太沉迷於愛情的迷失感覺中,分不清什麼是由性興奮帶來的快感、什麼是用文字、場景刻意經營的心理效果、什麼是由靈魂深處發出的震撼。我的靈魂,曾經受創傷,但仍健在,它以愛和希望來生存。我見過沒有靈魂的人,但我當我看到你的相,你只是迷失,你的靈魂尚在掙扎求存,請讓我來和你一生一世共同分享,這種和宇宙合一的奇妙感覺!

我是如此的有信心,因為的直覺肯定我們雙手一握,你將無法抗拒這種來自靈魂深處的震撼,我們的結合將代表舊世界的全面崩潰,世界為我們預備了一個最美麗的將來;這一切,由握你手的一刻開始,由你的決定作結。我可以放膽賭一舖,我可以把身家、性命、財產、靈魂全放在一個單是握手就可以為我帶來天人合一感覺的人;你夠不夠膽?你是否對任何一位異性,有如此大的信心?亦或你把戀愛平凡化了,位位都是相差無幾?位位都是你事後創造出來的感覺來欺騙自己?你的愛情觀裏,沒有前世註定,沒有來世,什麼都是腦神經為繁殖下一代而做出來的幻影?

我這一世不會再說同樣的話兩次!你可以留下來,公諸於世,以任何方式保存,是為千秋萬世的明證,決不變心。我的路走完了,而且決不走回頭路,只要你肯和我一同走的話。

當你無法去分真假時,用你的直覺,忘記你的理性和邏緝吧!

此致
因你而迷失,再因你而找回自我的人

轉載:一件小事(2)

(轉載自: http://euler.truthbible.net/index.php?entry=entry080803-213831)
(香港的變化,見微知顯! 其實如果把Buck譯為炸彈則後面的not happening要怎處理? not happening因為是「不發生」,因此連語意都被取消了!烏呼哀哉!)

你們都知網上流傳「北京奧運出問題及2008年中共變天」得很厲害,因此我寫了這篇東西, 順帶傳了一個URL及一句「Now, I guess I could put a thousand bucks on Beijing Olympic not happening.」即中文的「我和你輸賭1000美元北京奧運不發生」給我一位朋友,誰知今天早上收到他的一個電話,說我是為政治而瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔,因為我朋友和大陸有生意往來,但怕被人知道我在搞反動,而他會因此被「文革」式清算。一來,他因為恐慌,又不太懂英文,所以想我必是沒有一句好 話,因此把「Bucks」想成了是炸彈,所以他說我不要害他一家五口!

一: 他是因為什麼而被清算呢? 因為看了一篇說北京奧運頭頭踫着黑的文篇(是事實!),再加我幾句冷嘲熱諷?原來看反動文章,有反動思想就是有罪,不可以和中共國的商人做生意,怪不得他 只看東方日報了。(我知其實他不是因為政治理由而轉看東方日報的) 如此的說法,在慣於政治鬥爭的中共國也是奇事,是不是寫的人有罪而看的人無罪呢? 否則大紀元日報/BBC/CNN/美國之音天天導致中共國數以十萬的人坐牢了,看/寫蘋果日報的人最好不要番大陸公幹,小心被人批鬥! 一個普普通通的香港人,為了糊口及中共的所謂「中國盛世」,竟然可以甘願降格為奴,想主人所想,怕主人所怕,香港人是不是淪落成如此?是不是再過十年,我 們連自己人的說話中,都要天天三呼中共萬歲才可以在香港生存?如此的香港,如此的中共盛世!

二. 另外的是,當我的文章真的是在煽動革中共的命,革命是一個理性的決定,而不是今天忽然心情不好,是故想去革命了;因此是如何的瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔麼? 是不是毛澤東要革中華民國的命是瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔呢?是不是洪秀全要革清朝的命是瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔呢?是不是孫中山要革清朝的命是瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔呢?由瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔的人革的命,會成功是奇蹟,即使成功了恐怕出現的是另一個獨裁恐佈政權吧?到底是革命者瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔 呢?還是被革命的政權瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔?是不是革命者被當權者稱為瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔,因此革命者就是革命者瘋狂、無人性、走火入魔呢?

我看到的是泛道德主義思考的恐懼和對中共國文化大革命的陰影如Panic attack一樣的發作,當如此的人一陷於由泛道德主義思考而引起的政治恐慌時,則什麼英文文法/語義學及幽默感都失去了,實則上,李柱銘最近的「抵制奧運風波」、沙朗史東的「四川地震活該(Karma)論」都是犯了基本上的語義學上的錯誤,和文化大革命時把「一個管紅、一個管白」因此白的是在搞反動(批鬥華國鋒)的「邏緝」大同小異。
如 此恐佈的香港,如此恐佈的北京奧運,如此恐佈的中共政府,怪不得自中共成以來,反共成了一個有代表性的名詞,反共既有「亂臣 子」的含意,亦有依自己良心不滿中共所作所為不合道德的光環,如此算來,中共是任何一個正常的人不反不可的東西,怪不得全天下都在反共了。撐中共者,都是為了名利出賣理性、良心的人!

How can we live like that? Can we still call ourselves human being?

轉載:中共死亡的原因試析

(轉載自: http://newnewhkcc1976.wordpress.com/2008/06/13/%e4%b8%ad%e5%85%b1%e6%ad%bb%e4%ba%a1%e7%9a%84%e5%8e%9f%e5%9b%a0%e8%a9%a6%e6%9e%90/)

三個字最簡單的答案是它行無神論卻不引進民主、科學,結果中共自己比中國人更迷信,因為內心虛怯所以發動文革,破壞中國古文化卻發展不了一套全新和有活力的文化,自從八九年六月四日大屠殺以後,共產主義陣營崩潰,它嚇得魂不附體,再無自信心內部改革。為了收買人心,不改革政治,卻更開放經濟,社會問題更趨嚴重,它只是做一日和尚敲一日鐘,它已經沒有信念(ideology),沒有信心,只是活一日過一日。頭痛醫頭,腳痛醫腳,如今中史政令不出中南海,貪污叢生,每年的施政目標只可以完成一半。外表工程做得愈多,表明它的內心愈虛怯。
如今一個有趣的現象,是它比其他傳統中國人更迷信,連奧運會亦要揀2008年8月8日8時8分,可以用佛洛伊德的「被壓抑物之回歸」(Return of the repressed)來形容,因為精神空虛,本身無理念支撐自己的行為,亦不是用科學方法,因此當有天災人禍發生,被壓抑的封建迷信便席卷全國,如野火潦原。
心理學有一個所謂「自我實現的預言」,就是當有人自己以為是絕症,則不用絕症他/她也會以為是因絕症是死。所以中共步向滅亡只有一個理由,就是中國共產黨它在心理戰上被打敗,當它以為自己是已經失敗了,讓它自己一步步放棄,一步步倒退。法輪功對中共打的心理戰已經有多少成果,如今的中國天災人禍,而任何有志推翻共產政權之士都覺得是千載良機,可一不可再,中共已近它的未路了,所有獨裁專制政權都以為自己是千秋萬世,結果沒有一個可以!

轉載:法律原教旨主義一例:未成年少女性交

(轉載自:http://newnewhkcc1976.wordpress.com/2008/07/10/%e6%b3%95%e5%be%8b%e5%8e%9f%e6%95%99%e6%97%a8%e4%b8%bb%e7%be%a9%e4%b8%80%e4%be%8b%e6%9c%aa%e6%88%90%e5%b9%b4%e5%b0%91%e5%a5%b3%e6%80%a7%e4%ba%a4/)
(所言極是,深表認同,為什麼香港的法律改革不是去改當務之急,反而是次次給香港人有政治目的的感覺?)

我曾提及香港人有一種法律原教旨主義的趨勢,習慣以字面去解釋,而完全忽略了訂立該法例的社會/經濟/政治背景,和訂立該法例的原意和背後的假設,正因為法律始終不可以純綷以字典的定義來作非黑即白的機械性判斷,因此我們需要有法官、律師和陪審團來決定每一條法例應如何應用在每一件案件上,最後還是以人的 判斷為依歸。法官要做的,是盡量在各案件的獨特案例中保持法律系統的邏緝完整性,同時亦不得不考慮該判例對社會的影響。
愚見以為,一條常被濫用的香港法例就是和未成年少女性交,即男方和超過12歲但未滿16歲的女性性交即屬犯法,不管對方是自願與否。該法例訂立的目的是防止入世未深的少女被成年男性剝削,因為當時香港社會較保守,一般未成年少女的性知識較少,易被入世已深的成年人欺騙,而且社會普遍歧視有性經驗的少女,因此做成心靈上的創傷。
但是,在資訊爆炸的現代香港社會,說一般未成年少女的性知識較少的說法已經難以相信,而社會亦比以前抱更開放的態度面對有性經驗的少女,依據一些社工的說法,現在大部份的少女在中一、二時已經開始拍拖,而拍拖本意就是滿足雙方的生理及心理需要,拖手在廣義上其實是性交的前奏,不少男女在拖手已有性興奮的感覺,亦自然產生和對方性交的期待,因此順理成章在一、兩個月內性交。兩情相悅到底是不是如訂立時所假設的會傷害一對熱戀的男女?是不是只准他們滿足心理需要,產生對性的期待卻不准他們再進一步,才是對他們的生理、心理最好?人所以有青春期,就是為了令他們在該段時間內結婚生仔,這是進化的結果,不是短短的現代文明可以改變。你又不可以改變人的生理周期,既推遲可以合法結婚的時間,卻又不准兩個血氣方剛的人的性慾得到宣洩,社會是不是在集體剝削少男少女的性權利?凡是女性在十六歲以前,她在任何情況下都不可以和任何年紀的男性 性交,她的性需要只可以由自慰去解決,自慰當然是不及性交有效,香港社會是不是打算逼瘋我們的下一代?是不是一句法例不准,少男少女的性需要就不再存在 呢?香港社會是不是在用法例去傷害我們下一代的成長呢?
更有趣的是,不少類似案件男方都被判去接受感化,反省他自己的過錯,他錯在什麼地方?他傷害了什麼人?是因為他的行為而直接傷害其他人,抑或是無知的社會制度借他的行為來做籍口來傷害他?輔導,輔導什麼呢?是不是輔導他這是個成年人掌握法制大權的社會,在任何情況下都一定要絕對服從成年人的規則,不要思考,只要服從?是不是輔導他們「權力就是真理」?是不是輔導他要陽奉陰違,如不少成年人般做偽君子呢?

人的行為的七個層次

以前讀研究院時,學到了可以用七個層次去分析人的行為,每一個在上面的層次可以修改下一層的效應:
1.生物層,如胃在一定時間以懦動來消化食物;
2.神經心理層,神經系統將胃空空轉化肚餓的感覺,但在某些情況下,胃空空不一定產生肚餓的感覺;
3.個人心理層,因為肚餓而激發出食慾,不過食慾卻可以和肚餓的感覺無關係,但是在某些心理情況下肚餓的感覺不能激發出食慾,如情緒低落時(Depression);
4.人際關係層,有食慾時亦要想及和什麼人一同吃最好吃,彼此的感情交流當然會影響這一餐的氣氛/整體觀感,年輕時和熱戀中的女朋友一同吃,恐怕吃而不知其味,只會留意到女朋友的身裁;要是和要好的朋友一同吃,可能普通的一餐味道亦一流;
5.社會層,吃飯當然是一個社交場合,要有禮貌,不同的禮貌適用於不同的社交場合,一個低下階層的勞工在中級餐館和朋友吃一餐可能會感覺拘僅,但是一個高尚階層的經理在中級餐館和朋友吃一餐可能會覺得很不自在;
6.國家層面,國家如何以法規去管理餐館,有什麼法律和部門,有什麼程序?政治/經濟如何影響法規?經濟蕭條和繁榮的時侯一餐雖然可能是同一種食物,但是感覺不一樣;
7.國際層面,依食物是由本土供應還是他國供應,煮的人是本地人還是外國人,兩國的關係如何影響前兩者?例如在兩次大戰時在中國餐館吃日本食物的感覺一定不同於在日本餐館吃中國食物。

以心理史觀來看香港和中國未來的發展

現實是在中共的勢力日益上升,香港自由的空間愈來愈小是心理史觀上的必然,由1997到2007是中共錯估了形勢,又或者未夠時間去介入(和拉攏台灣有關?),然後就是全面介入及全面控制,這是它對台灣、香港及國內公民社會發展的回應,它首先肯定它自己一定是遊戲的一部份,然後理所當然要佔優,理所當然地用它的雄厚資源來做後盾。雄厚資源來自專政政治下人民的一切都是國家的資產,可隨意使用;資本主義下人民的反抗力量強一點(私產權),會懂得反抗一點,但政府要挪用永遠不會無辦法。人的天性,誰不想隨心所欲,不過一個後者有明文禁止,而中共為了統治方便而不明文禁止,如此而已。因為專政政治的內部規則,所以介入最後的結果一定是自由空間的壓縮,別忘記中共還有文化上的龐大影響力,任何人或物,不可否認的是只要生存便一定有影響力。

好了,在去政治化的社會,反而是泛政治化,一般人都沒有不參與的權利,不少香港中產階級及年輕人都在發夢,以為中共的勢力不會理他們,然而看看中共的三反五反、文化大革命,你以為這些平民人人都想搞政治麼?在專制下他們為了生存不得不如此而已,你以為他們真的很想搞鬥爭麼?好了,在香港,看看北京奧運中社會一點異議都不容、看看明報歪曲事實來支持中共的李柱銘(詳看林夕網誌)是漢奸說、看看以前的愛國論事件、看看每一次選舉中共如何或明或暗的干預、看看電視中一個個以時人時事為嘲笑的節目都消失、看看港台的前途堪虞、看看ICAC對處理黃玉郎的放慢板、看看陶傑的「斑馬天下」如何一點點被化約成一個旅遊節目、尤其是看看主播天下的西藏特緝!專制容不下任何異議的聲音,每年的六四、七一,中共都相當反感,派人來拍攝參與者的樣貌,你可知它心裏想的是什麼呢?

香港的知識份子要生存不可以冷膜,對抗中共及香港的代言人是生存的唯一出路。你看看陳冠希事件後香港政府的反應是什麼?是想盡辦法保證下次同類事件不再「出亂子」,下次奇拿未出手已經被西方國家以傷害他們在中國的利益為由而被拉,專制的統治不容有意外,這是中共的唯物觀,逆天而行是也!任何自由性格的人,其實都需要反抗中共,而如果他/她是中產,而且聰明、有知識、有創意、有點個人魅力,在互聯網時代下,破壞能力就驚人,他們是中共在香港的心腹大患,它不怕泛民主派因為泛民有完整的理念,行為可以預計,亦一早有對策。以它的本性及心理狀態,最怕的應年輕有知識、甚至有一點個人魅力的自由人如林夕,因他們隨時可以弄一個福佳出來,令香港政府及中共難堪。幽默、創意天生是專制的敵人(你看看「十六不搭喜趣來」的下場),97以前反智是因為殖民地統治需要,如今中共的本質,只是另一個宗主國,當然要反智。要是香港不反智, 天天出一個長毛,香港政府如何以最低的社會成本來統治?

看到電視節目中以時人時事的笑話節目愈來愈少,就是中共專制的陰影已經在香港生根的明證。它要如何控制我們,參看它如何接官西藏,它一定不會直接打壓自由主義者,因為要顧及國際形像,而且易激起反彈;它一定是由資本主義社會的劣恨性開始,一步步腐蝕它不喜歡的人的生存空間,如果可以的話,最好把「疑似異議人仕」一個個以各種名義「放遂」出國。香港自97以後自由不停向後倒退是事實(有數據證明),但因為政治制度被逼向更民主方向發展,結果香港社會的內秏一天比一天嚴重,投訴聖經事件正是其中一例,所以有人以為香港終會有暴動一天(約二年),因為世界自由化,中共反自由,香港夾在中間,文化衝突最烈。香港社會的核心問題在北京,提倡香港獨立者比其他人更需要想辦法反抗中共對香港的統治!

發生大衝突後,如果沒有特殊的外因,根本改變不了香港/中共國的政治生態,結果會如何?秋後算賬是也,中共可以用政治上的權力(代價較高),可以用經濟實力(如果他工作的公司在中共國有生意的話),可以用唯命是從的傳媒來殺人不用刀,可以用發自真心的暴民/憤青(代價最低),香港的知識份子頭腦要清醒一點,因為中國的前途在於你們肯站起來反抗。

如果不作有系統反抗,中國香港遲早一同船毀人亡!
(陳巧文小姐,你看到了沒有?今次香港的網民可以壓得住糞青的「姦殺令」,但再多5年後又如何?在中共國內又如何?如果你真心的想改變中國,還不快快留言加入我們!我不會公開任何有志之仕的資料的!)

道家思想和心理學的異同

我在「視而不見和心理學」及「視而不見和心理分析學」中提及心理學的一些邏緝和道家哲學相同的地方,用意是道家哲學可以用邏緝來推出一些通用於心理學、物理學、化學及生物學的事實,然而,道家思想和心理學不是無相異的地方。他們相異的地方,正是在「心理分析學和行為主義(II)」一文中提及的心理分析學和行為主義相同的地方,因為兩學派都以為人的由其歷史決定其行為/思想,但過去的影響可以透過方法去消除/改變,理論上還可以還原到原始狀態,再一次經由不同的歷史產生另一套行為/思想。然而按我所理解的道家思想,「返樸歸真」是代表人可以減低的影響,卻不代表人的過去可以用任何方式去清洗,正如學功夫一定是先學招式,再漸漸忘記其招式,卻不可以在一開始時立刻教授最高階的「無招勝有招」;但心理分析學派及行為主義學派都認為,人是有無限還原的能力的。到底矛盾在哪裏?

Comparing Afghanistan and Iraqi

Comparing Afghanistan and Iraqi is, in a sense, like comparing oranges and apples. Although they are both Muslims country, it is too much a simplification that American generals done in orchestrating the overthrow of their governments and the transition to civilian ruling. In the eye of American, they are both ruled by ruthless dictators, however, the subtle difference lies in the form of dictatorship it is taking. Also in the eye of American, their people enjoy little freedom as those in other Muslims country, but the subtleties lies in what way their people are deprived of their freedom, as well as the altitudes of governed toward their native government. These subtle difference resulted in great difference in the consequences.
In Iraqi, as much as American like to imagine, it is one of the few secular countries(other include Turkey and Iran) among its Muslims neighbor. Thus, in a sense, the Iraqi citizen are enjoying unprecedented freedom compare to those of their neighbor. Is that more likely Iraqi citizen compare themselves to other neighbor or to America? It appears to me that American has a habit of taking everything from USA as granted without putting it into historical context, and assuming the whole world think like USA citizen. Moreover, it maybe that the freedom could be exercised by Iraqi citizen is far less than what is stated in the constitution, but it is much better than the theocracy in Afghanistan. Another important factor is that the economical condition of an average Iraqis is far better than an average Afghanistan citizen, therefore the dissident are mostly political in nature. As wicked as Saddam Hussein be, his political party has come to power via a process that at least has some legitimacy, thus the root of legitimacy lies in political system.

Now, for Afghanistan, the struggle between Taliban and Northern Alliance is seen by many as power struggle between Arabs and native Afghanistians. Thus Taliban’s only sense of legitimacy come from its political ideal of moral-theocracy, but not its performance in managing the national economy, and its non-native root is never forgotten by its citizen. Therefore, USA is choosing the right stragety in toppling Taliban through aiding its proxy. However, the invasion of Iraqi could NEVER be right in the eye of Iraqis unless its toppled by revolution incited by USA. To them, it is United States invading Iraqi using the excuse of freedom and liberation, since lack of freedom wasn’t a concern for Iraqis big enough to rebel against a secular government. This government wasn’t a good one, but Iraqis fear more of the rule by religion as in other non-secular Muslims states. How much freedom that USA could bring to Iraqi purposefully rather than it take away unintentionally?
Therefore, it is not a surprise to anyone that rebellion resulted after USA declared its victory, it is as much as Saddam Hussein’s masterminded plan as much as a normal reaction to the political situation there. Since the original government is toppled, it is thus nature for every political/religion fraction to struggle for power there. Since Iraqi has little or no tradition of representative democracy, the easiest cost way to power is through violence and guns(In part because USA doesn’t have the military might/political will to fight every fraction in Iraq). USA should have known that Iraqis is perhaps the most militarized civilian in the world, and bullet cost much less than ballet.
What has happened now should be predictable beforehand. Is that American who are naive and stupid or they have other things in mind when invading Iraqi? Is that regardless of the situation in Iraqi, USA could make some gains from this invasion?